Saturday, September 12, 2009

judge me (if u dare!).

judge me (if u dare!).

its been too long, well not THAT long since meaningful lyrics really touch my heart (really deep deep down). was listening to either fly.fm or hitz.fm last night and out of nowhere these 2 songs just suddenly popped at the same time. haha! yeah~ they did.

1. Paramore – Ignorance

2. Black Eyed Peas – Meet Me Halfway

okay. theres a different story for each song. i mean the lyrics of course. thats y im blogging about it. u dun see me running blogging about each and new song do u?

okay first of all, “Paramore – Ignorance”. yes i know. i promised to myself, wuts done is done. ive even already let it out once and for all. but u cant really blame me if i want to relate my life wif the new latest single right? haha! seriously, still wanna blame someone? blame Paramore then for this uber awesome song. =) here is the lyrics for u readers. wahaha! x)

 

Paramore – Ignorance

If I'm a bad person,
You don't like me.
Well I guess I'll make my own way,
It's the circle,
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.

Chorus 1.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
Yeah!
We're not the same
Yeah!
No we're not the same,
Yeah, The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
It's good
It's good

Chorus 2.

Well You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir miss.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir miss.
I'll guess I'll go.
I'll be best on my way out.


Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.


This is the best thing that could've happened.
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
It's not a war.
No, it's not a rapture.
I'm just a person, but you can't take it,
The same tricks that, that once fooled me.
They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same kid from your memory.
Well, Now I can fend for myself.

Chorus 1 & 2.

Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.


Chorus 2.

 

so wut? im telling myself, this is sooooooo high school. apparently it is. childish. haha. who cares. im EXCITED and im doing this for the lulz. im literally jumping now. woot woot! =D

mind u, this is my bloody blog. i can write anything i fcuking want here. ;)  hehe. done. case close. x)

okaaay. i shall move on to my 2nd song. its “Black Eyed Peas – Meet Me Halfway”

from this song, i would like to emphasize, erm, this,

“I can't go any further then this, ouh, I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish”

yeap, the line just say it all. sigh~ <3

p/s – hye you, i love you. u do know that right?

music note While writing this, I was listening to "Meet Me Halfway" by The Black Eyed Peas

 

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

sedar x sedar.

sedar x sedar.

kite ingatkan org x perasan. tp sebenarnyer org perasan.

kite ingatkan org x sedar. tp sebenarnyer org sedar.

heee! saya suke suke suke!

saya terharu!

terima kasih ye! =)

p/s – mau terbang tinggi-tinggi (dan jauh-jauh~) bole x? x)

music note While writing this, I was listening to "Dirty Funk" by Steve Appleton

Sunday, September 6, 2009

sick.

sick.

lil,

“stop pretending will u? arent u getting sick and tired of this? havent u learn ur lesson already?”

“but the world is not giving me a space to breath”

“nobody said its gonna be easy”

“bummer!”

this is a conversation wif my inner self. damn it. fever is making me mental.

hati sgt berkecamuk. ade pelbagai perasaan. sedih bercampur gembira. sume sume la ade. ckp je. haih~

music note While writing this, I was listening to "She Wolf" by Shakira

Friday, September 4, 2009

me + you = us.

me + you = us.

There's certain point in life when u get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realizing that u don't need certain people and their crap.

yes. the quote says it all. well, gotta admit, i have a friendship problem lately. seriously. i dunno wut the hell went wrong. cuz all this while, as far as im concern, it went kinda smooth though. asked again and again wut did i do wrong ( or maybe its just u? ), but still no answer to that and the questions remain unanswered. and yes, im tired (finally) and its really exhausting. tired of constantly blaming myself, tired of saying sorry for no apparent reason, tired of trying to take care of ur (fragile) feelings. well, actually i think i know wut is it all about, but u know wut, like i told u before, i dun like to assume things and i prefer to hear it from ur own lips. so to u, whoever u are out there, heres to u. =)

tak nak kawan sudah, (namanya dollah, teteknya sebelah). haha! dah hulur tangan untuk salam, sambut atau tidak bukan lagi masalah saya :)

okay. when one door closes another door opens. we move on. in this case, its me. i will move on, im moving on and i’ve moved on. ;)

when this sort of crap bullshit happen, then only i tend to open my eyes wider, take a step back, try to figure wuts been happening around me all this while and grab any opportunities coming my way. maybe at times i was too preoccupied wif myself and too blind to notice a rainbow after a stormy weather. heh. sorry about that though.

buat ape nak pening2 kepala pikir kan? bazir masa dan tenaga sahaja. =P

Each minute that you are upset about something, you lose sixty seconds of happiness!

lin, i tak lupa, tanak lupa pown, tp itulah kengkadang, manusia. haha. TERlupa juga in the end.

saya kengkadang lupe,

mereka yg sentiasa menemani saya pergi jalan2 makan angin sepanjang malam tanpa arah tuju sampai balik pukol 7 pagi.

mereka yg menjadikan saya sebagai saya sejak saya berumur 14 tahun.

mereka yg tolong coverkan saya bile buat masalah dengan mama saya.

mereka yg menjd school mate dr sekolah rendah hingga ke sekolah menengah.

dia yg menjadi tempat mengadu naseb bila saya sedih, tp akhirnya bende yg die slalu suro saya buat ialah tido sahaja. LoL.

dia yg sentiasa 24/7 dengan saya. pening kepala dengan drama saya. ;P

dia yang merupakan soul-mate or destined to be room-mate saya yang mengalami nasib yg sama dengan saya.

mereka yg saya kenal sejak 2 tahun lalu tp menjd rapat sejak kebelakangan ini. ;)

mereka yg teman pergi berbuka puasa baru2 ini di Pizza Hut, One Utama.

mereka yg juga teman pergi berbuka puasa di area Hang Tuah Mall.

mereka yg teman berbuka puasa di korridor and kaki lima bangunan. =P

mereka yg teman tgk perlawanan bola di 2 lokasi yg berlainan sambil berbalas2 text. ;P

People come together and move apart.

yeap. thats true. but believe me, those people i mention earlier, i assure u, they r worth to keep (safely inside a box, wrapped nicely and wif a ribbon on top =P). thx for being part of me and my life. <3

last but not least,

The weak at heart cannot forget offences. Forgiveness is a sign of strength.

p/s – i forgave u (past tense). yeap. for making me such a mess and trying (really) hard to forget about it ;).  cheers~!

p/p/s – huge credits to Nur Lina Radzi sebab saya pinjam ayat2 dia. x)

music note While writing this, I was listening to "She Wolf" by Shakira