smile.

smile.

Barca won. MU lost. 2-0 i smiled =)

the next day, still smiling the whole entire day =)

on my way back, sleeping. missed Him. so no smile for me =(

reached Pudu, hate the environment. still no smile for me. =(

Lyas fetched at Kelana Jaya Train Station. had some random conversations, scandals, lovers. exes, Paie n his super loser team MU. i smiled =)

meet up wif Deeba and random conversation continues. still smiling =)

Abg Eddy called. he told something that i should hear about from Mama in the first place. started crying =’(

called Him, thought of sharing the news wif him since he has the experience. still crying =’(

eating is one of my way of comforting myself =)

Ajin reached. he really cant be separated from his stupid n lame n funny jokes. laugh till my tummy ache =’) ouh and until someone said “kuatnyer gelak”. pfft. its a free country, arse.

fetch Lina at her hse. went straight to OU. Terminator Salvation was an awesome movie. so my rm11 is so worth it. ouh. not to mention, the long long long Q. =)

Ajin drove his car. ouh dear God. hysterical, i was >.<’’

went to uptown, yet random conversations continue. twilight; old movies; new movies; upcoming movies; transformers (little kitties named Autobots and Decepticons); i love you, man movie; i love you, man actor; role model; american pie; american pie : beta house; unhook bra; aged horse sperm; porn; woops! haha! they make me laugh eventually, despite the bad news that im slowly trying to swallow, digest. =’)

reached home at 0500 hour. =)

i love u guys. =) ouh! ouh! i still miss u, my dear lil devil =(

While writing this, I was listening to "Sugar" by Flo Rida ft. Wynter Gordon

 

haywire.

haywire.

honestly, the thing is,

i really dunno wuts going on wif my life right now. no clue at all. cuz all i know right now its like im having a huge pile, tons of bucket of wires tangled up with each other.

and the sad thing is,

its gonna stay that way for awhile.

the funny thing is, 

its my life im talking about. why everyone bothers so much about it. why cant they just leave me alone? yes, some are VERY concern about it. and they did ask wuts been going on wif me lately since they NOTICED something is wrong wif me. and i do really, really, really appreciate that alot. makes me realize how i was loved and cared by them. so thanks guys. it means alot to me though. loveLOVElove u all to bits n pieces <3 u know who u r ;)

and guess wut? i just realize that i just cant ignore my feelings too, u know. yes i know. frankly speaking, it is kinda mean. but im torturing myself if i go against wut i really want and wut i really feel.

erm, yeah. so be it. i dun care wut others wanna say or talk about me. n i dun really mind wut the consequences will turn out to be later on. i dun really care, really. cuz wuts done definitely cannot be undone. and in case, you people havent notice, i dun feel comfortable when people "stole" my own personal freedom. so just let me be me awhile ya? <3

 

~*~ More about Iklil Izzati ~*~

( * ) Loves to chat.

( * ) Loves those who loves them.

( * ) Loves to takes things at the center.

(   ) Inner and physical beauty.

( * ) Lies but doesn't pretend.

( * ) Gets angry often.

( * ) Treats friends importantly.

( * ) Always making friends.

( * ) Easily hurt but recovers easily.

( * ) Daydreamer.

( * ) Opinionated.

( * ) Does not care of what others think.

( * ) Emotional.

(   ) Decisive.

(   ) Strong clairvoyance.

( * ) Loves to travel.

( * ) Touchy and easily jealous.

( * ) Concerned.

( * ) Loves outdoors.

( * ) Just and fair.

( * ) Spendthrift.

( * ) Easily influenced.

( * ) Easily loses confidence.

( * ) Loves children.

 

p/s: im going MENTAL n i mish my babaganoush <3

While writing this, I was listening to "1234" by Plain White T’s