Friday, September 4, 2009

me + you = us.

me + you = us.

There's certain point in life when u get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realizing that u don't need certain people and their crap.

yes. the quote says it all. well, gotta admit, i have a friendship problem lately. seriously. i dunno wut the hell went wrong. cuz all this while, as far as im concern, it went kinda smooth though. asked again and again wut did i do wrong ( or maybe its just u? ), but still no answer to that and the questions remain unanswered. and yes, im tired (finally) and its really exhausting. tired of constantly blaming myself, tired of saying sorry for no apparent reason, tired of trying to take care of ur (fragile) feelings. well, actually i think i know wut is it all about, but u know wut, like i told u before, i dun like to assume things and i prefer to hear it from ur own lips. so to u, whoever u are out there, heres to u. =)

tak nak kawan sudah, (namanya dollah, teteknya sebelah). haha! dah hulur tangan untuk salam, sambut atau tidak bukan lagi masalah saya :)

okay. when one door closes another door opens. we move on. in this case, its me. i will move on, im moving on and i’ve moved on. ;)

when this sort of crap bullshit happen, then only i tend to open my eyes wider, take a step back, try to figure wuts been happening around me all this while and grab any opportunities coming my way. maybe at times i was too preoccupied wif myself and too blind to notice a rainbow after a stormy weather. heh. sorry about that though.

buat ape nak pening2 kepala pikir kan? bazir masa dan tenaga sahaja. =P

Each minute that you are upset about something, you lose sixty seconds of happiness!

lin, i tak lupa, tanak lupa pown, tp itulah kengkadang, manusia. haha. TERlupa juga in the end.

saya kengkadang lupe,

mereka yg sentiasa menemani saya pergi jalan2 makan angin sepanjang malam tanpa arah tuju sampai balik pukol 7 pagi.

mereka yg menjadikan saya sebagai saya sejak saya berumur 14 tahun.

mereka yg tolong coverkan saya bile buat masalah dengan mama saya.

mereka yg menjd school mate dr sekolah rendah hingga ke sekolah menengah.

dia yg menjadi tempat mengadu naseb bila saya sedih, tp akhirnya bende yg die slalu suro saya buat ialah tido sahaja. LoL.

dia yg sentiasa 24/7 dengan saya. pening kepala dengan drama saya. ;P

dia yang merupakan soul-mate or destined to be room-mate saya yang mengalami nasib yg sama dengan saya.

mereka yg saya kenal sejak 2 tahun lalu tp menjd rapat sejak kebelakangan ini. ;)

mereka yg teman pergi berbuka puasa baru2 ini di Pizza Hut, One Utama.

mereka yg juga teman pergi berbuka puasa di area Hang Tuah Mall.

mereka yg teman berbuka puasa di korridor and kaki lima bangunan. =P

mereka yg teman tgk perlawanan bola di 2 lokasi yg berlainan sambil berbalas2 text. ;P

People come together and move apart.

yeap. thats true. but believe me, those people i mention earlier, i assure u, they r worth to keep (safely inside a box, wrapped nicely and wif a ribbon on top =P). thx for being part of me and my life. <3

last but not least,

The weak at heart cannot forget offences. Forgiveness is a sign of strength.

p/s – i forgave u (past tense). yeap. for making me such a mess and trying (really) hard to forget about it ;).  cheers~!

p/p/s – huge credits to Nur Lina Radzi sebab saya pinjam ayat2 dia. x)

music note While writing this, I was listening to "She Wolf" by Shakira

 

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