judge me (if u dare!).

judge me (if u dare!).

its been too long, well not THAT long since meaningful lyrics really touch my heart (really deep deep down). was listening to either fly.fm or hitz.fm last night and out of nowhere these 2 songs just suddenly popped at the same time. haha! yeah~ they did.

1. Paramore – Ignorance

2. Black Eyed Peas – Meet Me Halfway

okay. theres a different story for each song. i mean the lyrics of course. thats y im blogging about it. u dun see me running blogging about each and new song do u?

okay first of all, “Paramore – Ignorance”. yes i know. i promised to myself, wuts done is done. ive even already let it out once and for all. but u cant really blame me if i want to relate my life wif the new latest single right? haha! seriously, still wanna blame someone? blame Paramore then for this uber awesome song. =) here is the lyrics for u readers. wahaha! x)

 

Paramore – Ignorance

If I'm a bad person,
You don't like me.
Well I guess I'll make my own way,
It's the circle,
A mean cycle.
I can't excite you anymore.
Where's your gavel, your jury?
What's my offense this time?
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me,
Well sentence me to another life.

Chorus 1.
Don't wanna hear your sad songs.
I don't wanna feel your pain,
When you swear it's all my fault.
Cause you know we're not the same.
Yeah!
We're not the same
Yeah!
No we're not the same,
Yeah, The friends who stuck together.
We wrote our names in blood,
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good,
It's good
It's good

Chorus 2.

Well You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir miss.
I guess I'll go.
I best be on my way out.
You treat me just like another stranger.
Well it's nice to meet you sir miss.
I'll guess I'll go.
I'll be best on my way out.

Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

This is the best thing that could've happened.
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it.
It's not a war.
No, it's not a rapture.
I'm just a person, but you can't take it,
The same tricks that, that once fooled me.
They won't get you anywhere.
I'm not the same kid from your memory.
Well, Now I can fend for myself.

Chorus 1 & 2.

Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.
Ignorance is your new best friend.

Chorus 2.

 

so wut? im telling myself, this is sooooooo high school. apparently it is. childish. haha. who cares. im EXCITED and im doing this for the lulz. im literally jumping now. woot woot! =D

mind u, this is my bloody blog. i can write anything i fcuking want here. ;)  hehe. done. case close. x)

okaaay. i shall move on to my 2nd song. its “Black Eyed Peas – Meet Me Halfway”

from this song, i would like to emphasize, erm, this,

“I can't go any further then this, ouh, I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish”

yeap, the line just say it all. sigh~ <3

p/s – hye you, i love you. u do know that right?

While writing this, I was listening to "Meet Me Halfway" by The Black Eyed Peas

 

sedar x sedar.

sedar x sedar.

kite ingatkan org x perasan. tp sebenarnyer org perasan.

kite ingatkan org x sedar. tp sebenarnyer org sedar.

heee! saya suke suke suke!

saya terharu!

terima kasih ye! =)

p/s – mau terbang tinggi-tinggi (dan jauh-jauh~) bole x? x)

While writing this, I was listening to "Dirty Funk" by Steve Appleton

sick.

sick.

lil,

“stop pretending will u? arent u getting sick and tired of this? havent u learn ur lesson already?”

“but the world is not giving me a space to breath”

“nobody said its gonna be easy”

“bummer!”

this is a conversation wif my inner self. damn it. fever is making me mental.

hati sgt berkecamuk. ade pelbagai perasaan. sedih bercampur gembira. sume sume la ade. ckp je. haih~

While writing this, I was listening to "She Wolf" by Shakira

me + you = us.

me + you = us.

There's certain point in life when u get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realizing that u don't need certain people and their crap.

yes. the quote says it all. well, gotta admit, i have a friendship problem lately. seriously. i dunno wut the hell went wrong. cuz all this while, as far as im concern, it went kinda smooth though. asked again and again wut did i do wrong ( or maybe its just u? ), but still no answer to that and the questions remain unanswered. and yes, im tired (finally) and its really exhausting. tired of constantly blaming myself, tired of saying sorry for no apparent reason, tired of trying to take care of ur (fragile) feelings. well, actually i think i know wut is it all about, but u know wut, like i told u before, i dun like to assume things and i prefer to hear it from ur own lips. so to u, whoever u are out there, heres to u. =)

tak nak kawan sudah, (namanya dollah, teteknya sebelah). haha! dah hulur tangan untuk salam, sambut atau tidak bukan lagi masalah saya :)

okay. when one door closes another door opens. we move on. in this case, its me. i will move on, im moving on and i’ve moved on. ;)

when this sort of crap bullshit happen, then only i tend to open my eyes wider, take a step back, try to figure wuts been happening around me all this while and grab any opportunities coming my way. maybe at times i was too preoccupied wif myself and too blind to notice a rainbow after a stormy weather. heh. sorry about that though.

buat ape nak pening2 kepala pikir kan? bazir masa dan tenaga sahaja. =P

Each minute that you are upset about something, you lose sixty seconds of happiness!

lin, i tak lupa, tanak lupa pown, tp itulah kengkadang, manusia. haha. TERlupa juga in the end.

saya kengkadang lupe,

♥ mereka yg sentiasa menemani saya pergi jalan2 makan angin sepanjang malam tanpa arah tuju sampai balik pukol 7 pagi.

♥ mereka yg menjadikan saya sebagai saya sejak saya berumur 14 tahun.

♥ mereka yg tolong coverkan saya bile buat masalah dengan mama saya.

♥ mereka yg menjd school mate dr sekolah rendah hingga ke sekolah menengah.

♥ dia yg menjadi tempat mengadu naseb bila saya sedih, tp akhirnya bende yg die slalu suro saya buat ialah tido sahaja. LoL.

♥ dia yg sentiasa 24/7 dengan saya. pening kepala dengan drama saya. ;P

♥ dia yang merupakan soul-mate or destined to be room-mate saya yang mengalami nasib yg sama dengan saya.

♥ mereka yg saya kenal sejak 2 tahun lalu tp menjd rapat sejak kebelakangan ini. ;)

♥ mereka yg teman pergi berbuka puasa baru2 ini di Pizza Hut, One Utama.

♥ mereka yg juga teman pergi berbuka puasa di area Hang Tuah Mall.

♥ mereka yg teman berbuka puasa di korridor and kaki lima bangunan. =P

♥ mereka yg teman tgk perlawanan bola di 2 lokasi yg berlainan sambil berbalas2 text. ;P

People come together and move apart.

yeap. thats true. but believe me, those people i mention earlier, i assure u, they r worth to keep (safely inside a box, wrapped nicely and wif a ribbon on top =P). thx for being part of me and my life. <3

last but not least,

The weak at heart cannot forget offences. Forgiveness is a sign of strength.

p/s – i forgave u (past tense). yeap. for making me such a mess and trying (really) hard to forget about it ;).  cheers~!

p/p/s – huge credits to Nur Lina Radzi sebab saya pinjam ayat2 dia. x)

While writing this, I was listening to "She Wolf" by Shakira

 

bodoh.

bodoh.

yes people. this is a rage post. who cares. yes. i am mad. super mad indeed!!

bengangnyer kalo dipikir2kan balek. i feel like i live around stupid people nowadays. stupid people revolves around me. regardless la how old they are. BODOH. tau tak BODOH!!

well, maybe tgh pms skarang thats y la jd cam nieh. *there goes my full 30 days puasa*

anyhow, this post is dedicated especially to this stupid private company who is in charge of my building which where im currently studying and staying at. i dunno la wut u guys wanna say about this, but this is MY blog and i can voice out my personal opinion.

nak tau kenapa AKU bengang sgt? (yeah, im using “AKU” cuz im super furiously mad right now, and f.y.i, i rarely use aku) ouh well, here goes nothing.

1. Makan

dulu, dikala sem 1 and sem 2, we as in me n my college mates will have trouble with finding decent food to eat. mane tak nyer, makanan da la mahal then yg paling menyedihkan, they even serve lauk basi to us. for those yg ade transportation sendiri, so i guess its not really a big deal la kalo nak carik makan kat tempat laen, yg tak de? sian gak la. all this happen cuz we were the first batch, so byk la kemudahan x disediakan lagi. so, agak bengang dgn cafeteria yg agak mencekik darah, we brought up that thing to our admin. then after months of struggling, we finally dpt couple (pakcik & makcik) yg jual nasi campur during lunch hour and nasi goreng2 during dinner time. they are very friendly and love to make jokes wif us. after couple of weeks beli makanan ngan dorang, kami jd rapat and we love them so much. mane tak nyer, apart from the VERY reasonable price to a VERY unique and delicious foods. maka bertambah2 la kami sayang dorang. well, as time goes by, ade la super jr. and super duper jr. yg masuk our college, yg x reti dan x paham penderitaan dan penyeksaan yg kami alami sebelum nieh. so, i heard, (nieh confession dr mulut pakcik & makcik tuh sendiri ye!) some of them took advantage over that very kind-hearted pakcik. they took the food but promised wif pakcik that they will pay it later that evening, tp semua tuh hanya bohong belaka. bukan sekali dua dorang buat cam tuh tp byk kali, even sampai pakcik tuh da x tahan dgn kerugian yg dialaminya, he even asked his wife to take over bab bayar2 nieh. pakcik x ley buat sume bende nieh sebab die terlampau baek hati while his wife agak tegas la. then, nak dikaitkan dgn stupid private company that i mention earlier, of course la, whole college and hostel area tuh milik dorang. so kalo nak berniaga, mesti la kene mintak permission, which is cam standard protocol lah kan? tp kalo nak ikut protocol bangang ko (referring to stupid private company) tuh sgt, pls be reasonable lah weyh. da la suro bayar rm300 monthly for wut? tapak kosong? cuz pakcik tuh bawak van and bile die nak berniaga, die bawak barang2 berniaga die sendiri as in the meja untuk letak hidang makanan, and payung yg digunakan untuk berteduh dr sinaran matahari atau hujan and few other things. okay fine. then yg ko charge dorang rm300 monthly during our semester break buat ape. BODOH. mane dorang nak cekau duit nak bayar sewa tapak bulanan tuh. BODOH! okay. x abes dgn tuh. dah tau ade org berniaga kat area ko, yg ko bg org laen berniaga kat tempat same buat ape? curik periuk nasi dorang kowt. takkan nak buat secluded area tuh jd satu tempat yg competitive? serious weyh. apa pasal bengap bodoh sgt ko nieh? alah. jawapan die x susah. nak tau sebab ape? ko tau duit duit duit je kan? mane ko tau naseb org susah atau senang? yg penting duit. FCUK!

2. Hostel

kalo nak tau, the current building that im staying at now is made of cheap and non-quality materials. mane tak nyer, baru tinggal 6 bulan. bangunan retak disana-sini. plug tercabut2. bahaye kowt kalo x extra careful sebab exposed dgn litar electric cam tuh je. kipas yg ade sume rosak, okay x sume like only 5% dr sume kipas yg dah di-install untuk kegunaan pelajar sahaje yg berfungsi. the remaining 95% rosak, malah walaupown telah mengadu tentang kerosakan yg dialami, still tiada tindakan selanjutnyer. yer la. kipas made in china, plus brand ntah ape2. mane tak nyer kan? ouh and plus, tilam yg disediakan, rasenyer lah kan span mencuci pinggan lg tebal. hurm. x de rase2. mmg confirm span mencuci pinggan aku kat umah lg tebal dr tilam yg disediakan untuk tidur. ape la naseb kan? dpt organisasi yg hanya mementingkan duit dr hal ehwal penggunanya. nieh dunia oi. takkan dibawa sampai mati de. okay, nieh experience sendiri. my fan dlm my room rosak. so pergi la mengadu kat pihak atasan. then they asked sesape yg ade kerosakan, mintak isi the bloody form. so isi la. then after 1 freaking semester, still x de ape2 perubahan. kipas tetap rosak. ade la dorang dtg jenguk SEKALI tp sekadar jenguk je ke? cuz ade la hari tuh, dorang dtg tgk bilik, so i grab the opportunity to asked my warden, yet another stupid people around me.

i asked, “pn F*****, pn nak baiki kipas nieh ke?” she replied “tak de la, nak tgk je dulu kerosakan die” sambil tuh die belek2 ntah ape jenis kertas/surat. ko ingat kipas tuh ley dibaiki bile bawak form bodoh tuh kemana2 ke? asal? x caye kat kami ke? gile ke ape? x kan sengaje nak mengadu kipas rosak padahal kipas x rosak? ingat kami nak sgt ke attention ke dr ko tuh? x de maknenyer. buang mase lg ade la. hish!

still, they blamed me for not doing the follow-up thingy. kire nyer aku nieh tau report je tp x buat follow-up. hurm. yer la. may fault la. haish. malas nak ungkit da. i just want to get it over wif once and for all. so yeah. partly myself to be blamed at.

then naek next semester, i found out bilik depan x de penghuni, disebabkan my room sgt bahang panas yg tiada tandingannya (yes, saye tau api neraka lg panas. so jgn nak bising2) i paid rm900 per semester. so i have the right la. so i decided to move my mattress and pillow only into the room yg kosong tuh. i have easy access because pihak yg berkenaan tidak mengambil langkah2 prevention yg membolehkan pelajar2 seperti aku nieh untuk menceroboh bilik yg tidak ada penyewa or pelajar seperti MENGUNCI BILIK tersebut. (like i said earlier, dorang gune cheap materials and stuff, nieh pown contribute untuk aku buat keje jahat cuz tombol pintu tuh da rosak. even certain pintu x de tombol) haha! tuh la. pentingkan duit lg. gune la barang murah n x berkualiti lg. sbb ko mmg suke kan? then senang2 ckp kiteorg vandalize barang korang. serious shit weyh! BODOH! hurm. technically the word “menceroboh” is used bila bilik tuh dikunci then someone else buka without permission. kan? kan? kan? help me out la here. haha! okay. okay. i admit. that was WRONG. totally wrong. but wut they did even worst. ape kes weyh? x de notis, x de official letter, terus dpt “love letter”. surat yg mengatakan aku nieh budak plg sial sekali la kat kolej tuh. sebab surat tuh sort of mcm hearing letter la. kire court case la. tp college nyer je. x de la sampai court yg btol2. rase2 nyer lah kan, correct me if im wrong here alright, in order for u to send sort of “court letter”, mesti ade notis dulu kan? reminder perhaps? nieh tak. tup! tup! dpt mcm tuh je. ive been forced to go to the hearing, if i failed to do that, i will be expelled. WUT THE FISH!! haih. susahnyer hidup. and plus berbalek kepada kipas, i told my mom during the semester break that i badly need to repair my fan in my room. well, at first she said no cuz ala because of the stupid protocol tuh la, org luar x ley repair, kene org sendiri yg ley repair. pergh. berzaman la kalo nak tunggu kan? but then die ckp yes pulak. so i thought of doing it during cuti, sebab nak avoid all these nonsense la. siap da sampai melake tuh then suddenly she changed her mind. asked me to wait for another few days sebab by that time, class da start. haha! mmg salah la buat time tuh. terkantoi la pulak. mcm2 hal. so seperti biase, buat muke tebal pergi la mengadap pihak atasan. haha! funny. u know wut, i didnt even bother to reimburse from ko la. aku x ingin pown duet ko tuh. x kempunan pown. (if thats the whole reason for u not letting us to fix our bloody fan ourselves. but no, according to my pihak atasan, if suro org luar repair, it might lead to another problem. haiyo. ape2 la. all i know that my fan is working perfectly fine right now and that thx to my mom yg baek hati bagi duit untuk repair. haha!)

actually pasal nieh, da berbuih da mulut mamaku nasihat kat aku. yes. my mother taught me really well. die slalu pesan jgn terlampau extrovert sgt. lantak pi la ape org laen nak buat atau ckp. kite buat bodo je. tp itulah, its just that. anak perempuan die sekor nieh, jenis x reti bahase and tak nak dengar kate. nak lawan jer tau. haha! adoi. “darah muda la katekan”, bak kate Pn. Morita, my lecturer atau dgn kate laen, she acts like our mother here in college sebab die constantly worried about us 24/7. haha. thx madam. we owe u our life! muah~ <3

3. Laundry?

okay. nieh ape la baghal, bengap bodoh, bangang sgt ko nieh? suke suki je suro aunty cleaner tuh buat laundry ko. ko tau x aunty tuh di-hire untuk buat keje die la as in deal wif cleaning things. speaking about cleaning, ur bloody laundry is not included okay. da la byk gile baju yg ko suro cuci tuh. 2 washing machines yg sarat dengan baju. out of curiosity, i asked her “ aunty, aunty cuci baju kat sini ke? ” then she replied “ mana ada, ini BOS punya ” kinda sad when the aunty cleaner herself told me “ kita nieh kuli, dorang tuh bos (stupid private company ), so kita x boleh lawan la. x bole buat apa2. sebab dorang itu Dato’ ” ya Rabbi, x mcm lemah lak jantung bile dengar aunty tuh ckp cam tuh. BODOH! kan da kene free bodoh. just because ko ade title Dato’, that doesnt mean u have the right to dominate other people. pls la. have some respect ley x? yes. that aunty cleaner might not as same “level” as u are, but she is still a human being. BODOH! x de otak ke? ingat keje die x penat ke? angkut sampah dr tingkat 4 hostel bawak turun. then suro buat laundry lg. bodoh la. OMG! geramnyer. ko kan DATO’! ape salahnyer hantar baju ko tu pegi dobi. berlambak la dobi kat melake nieh. aku student pown pegi dobi,. ko lg la, Dato’ kan?

sigh. u can judge if u want to judge. its ur right to do so. i rest my case.

marilah test patience saye. tgk ley tahan ke tidak?

p/s – sorry for the rude and harsh words. im angry. im mad. and x puase. (kih kih kih, ley la buat keje jahat eyh)  okay2. just kidding. again. big, huge sincerely sorry from me. Salam Ramadhan. =)

 

While writing this, I was listening to "This Is Usually The Part Where People Scream" by Alesana

 

kurang genius.

kurang genius.

*edited for easier reading*

lyas: Any1 wants to tag along to Bukit Cahaya tomorrow?

lil: lyas cuti ke?

lyas: cuti aa..mid semester break..

lil: damn. no wonder sound so free. =.='' H1N1 ar? napo lambat sgt. >.<'' (kami budak UITM da cuti awal sebab byk sgt kes H1N1)

lyas: kitorg free of h1n1..sbb tu baru cuti..korg sume da cuti awal sbb byk penyakit..hahaha.. :P  (budak UM cuti lambat sebab konon2nya sume budak UM free H1N1. cet poodah!) =P

lil: ade ape kat sane?

lyas: ade 4 season nye tempat..tp skarang ni xtau musim ape..dgr cite fall..so seronok amik gamba :D nnt lyas tag lil gamba lawa..

lil: euw. nieh nak rase dengki nieh. asal ade 4 season lak? HOW COME? malaysia da berubah kedudukan dr benua asia ke benua eropah ke?

lyas: adeh..kurang genius gak remaja zaman skang ni..die gune hot house a macik..control temperature n climate dlm tuu..kalau winter bole men snow :D

haha! there u go. that shows how “functioning” my brains are.

While writing this, I was listening to "Love Drunk" by Boys Like Girls

happy drug.

happy drug.

fcuk la. seriously i hate HATE hate this feeling.

to be or not to be.

to do or not to do.

y is it SO DAMN BLOODY HARD?

damn. syaza was right. i think i kinda need happy drug that last FOREVER.

hurm. where shall i get one ey?

the irregular heart beat, the heart aching, the shivering.

i desperately need to put a stop on this.

i must. i have to. i will.

While writing this, I was listening to "I Gotta Feeling" by The Black Eyed Peas

 

MTV World Stage.

MTV World Stage.

went to the MTV World Stage last Saturday (15th August 2009) at Sunway Surf Beach. yeah~ drove all the way from Melaka baby! had a blast there. even until this very moment my whole body is aching due to jumping and singing woops screaming. the concert was awesome! and the best part was, we are one of the proud mosh pitters.

but the beverage was bloody expensive. rm5 for each (including 500ml drinking water. wth!) but, by 9pm we got complimentary drinks especially for mosh pitters. =P well, too lazy to write too many details. just enjoy the pix ya!

 mosh pit passes and free standing passes

 

wet weather wear, MTV style ;)

 

Estranged

Boys Like Girls

Martin Johnson - Boys Like Girls

Raygun

Pixie Lott

Hoobastank

The All-American Rejects

Tyson Ritter - The All-American Rejects

Kasabian

us =)

absolutely loving this pix. posing wif the MTV free fan. vain? hell yeah~ (p/s – taib. is this wut u call alien budget comel? comel tuh. x de budget nyer lg. haha! <3)

While writing this, I was listening to "I Gotta Feeling" by The Black Eyed Peas

 

g.i. joe-ing.

g. i. joe-ing.

THE MOVIE WAS AWESOME! action-packed! just my kind of action movie. haha! dun care if u guys think its TOO MUCH CGI.

 

I LOVE IT! 

what attract me to the movie so much was apart from the action itself. IT WAS SIENNA MILLER.

can u believe it? YES. i admit im a LESBO now. damn it. she’s fcuking hot! im cursing damn. means i really love her. at first i DID NOT recognize her!! at all!! maybe because of her spectacles and black hair colour. in the end, i came to my senses. haha! gosh! im practically drooling over her right now! bet, Jude Law is crying right now eyh? haha! anyway, the ending song was super awesome too. it was a remix of Boom Boom Pow by Black Eyed Peas. awesome! *download! download!*

hurm. before the movie, me, lan n qila went for our “dinner”. haha. due to technical error, we thought the movie starting at 9.30pm so by 9pm, we rushed to Cold Storage to get our “dinner”. bought 4 pieces of fried chicken and few other things like fish ball. sorry couldnt remember wut u ate la hun. by 9.20pm, we went upstairs to buy our tickets. instead of getting 9.30pm tix, we bought 10.45pm. damn. frustrated wif the whole thing, qila treat me and lan wif McD’s ice-creams. *thx qila! syg kamo <3* went outside and chatted abit. quite interesting conversation they had there. THEM okay. NOT ME. >.<’’ then for some reason, dunno who’s brilliant idea, they suddenly came out wif “jom karaoke?” *looking at my watch, it was 10.15pm* haha! u guys r just brilliant.

bought RM10 can get 11 songs credit instead of regular 10. we sang like *cant even describe here*. keep on fast forwarding the song. LOL. *tuh la, da ckp, amek 5 tamao dengar!* so yeah, in the end, we were late by 10 minutes. but its okay. we didnt missed that much! again i said. GO WATCH GI JOE! worth it! really worth it!

p/s – off to bed. feeling a slight headache. cant wait for tomorrow’s big plan. toodles~

While writing this, I was listening to "Evacuate The Dancefloor" by Cascada

asam pedas.

asam pedas.

qila datang melake! woohoo!!

jdnyer nak sambut die balek dan manjd tetamu kehormat, me and lan bawak die pegi makan di Asam Pedas Claypot di area Kota Laksamana. sedap wor! kami makan asam pedas ikan pari. sodaaaaaaaap! x rugi! serious! sesape yg berkesempatan dtg Melaka jgn lupe singgah ye! (yeah! promote! promote!) 

mcm biase la, perut da kenyang, maka sukala hati.  

haha! mcm biase la, sebelum tido, mesti “bertukar-tukar” cerita. da 2 bulan x jumpe beb! mesti baaaaaaaaanyak cite nak cite! 

teehee. esok ade quiz statistic lak. ades n my parents are coming over sebab nak uruskan hal hostel. adoi. mcm2. ape nak jd lil? 

p/s – hari ini sgt panas okay! berpeluh2. even kat bilik sekarang pown masih terase bahang walaupown kipas dipasang mcm helicopter nak terbang rasenyer. tp tetap rase panas. nak hujan kowt? =X

p/p/s – kenyang lg laaa!! mcm mane mau tido nieh? 

 

While writing this, I was listening to "Taking Back My Love" by Enrique Iglesias Feat. Ciara

roda itu bulat.

roda itu bulat.

roda itu bulat. itu terbukti benar.

mungkin kamu sekarang tengah syok2 bermain, bergembira dan bersuka-ria di atas. and x pernah nak rase perasaan org yg kat bawah nieh ha, rase susah kene pijak, himpit, lenyek.

ataupown, mungkin kamu mmg da penah rase tp tuh la, TERLUPA kowt mcm mane rasenyer. al-maklumla, kite nieh kan manusia yg hina, sentiasa terlupa.

x pown, mungkin juga kamu berpura-pura dan memilih untuk menipu perasaan diri sendiri.

wuteva it is, i forgive u, cuz maybe somewhere, somehow, we will still bump into each other and i still can put a smile on my face but do pls note that i will not forget. eyh wait! saye pown manusia. i’ll forget, but for that, only time will tell.

tak pe la. terpulangla. pandai2 la bawa diri masing-masing. i wish u all the best. =)

p/s - im strong enough for this *lies* yeap! i know im strong! i’ll get thru this, eventually. =)

While writing this, I was listening to "Issues" by The Saturdays

my fave quote collection. #1

my fave quote collection. #1.

I LOVE QUOTES! yes! i super duper love them. they are magic words that inspires. and i love being inspired. basically, quotes are my favorite companion mostly when im down and sad. and additional to that, they taught me how to appreciate life more and treasure every moment. so, i just wanna share some wif u guys here. ;)

1. “ There is no better time than right now to be happy. Happiness is a journey, not a destination. So, work like you don’t need money, love like you’ve never been hurt, and dance like no one’s watching.”  ~ David Tong, Laughter the Best Malaysian

2. “ In our daily lives, we must see that it is not happiness makes us grateful, but the gratefulness that makes us happy. “   ~ Anonymous

3. “ Nobody really cares if you are miserable; so you might as well be happy! ”   ~ Anonymous

4. “ People will always talk about you, especially when they envy you and the life you live. Let them. You affected their lives. They didn’t affect yours. ”   ~ Anonymous

5. “ A cheerful heart is a good medicine, but a crushed spirit dries up the bones. ”   ~ Proverbs 17:22

6. “ Forgiveness is giving up my right to hate you for hurting me. ”   ~ Anonymous

7. “ Be thankful for the difficult times. During those times, you grow. Be thankful for your mistakes. They taught you a very valuable lessons. ”   ~ David Tong, He Who Laughs, Lasts!

8.  “ Smile is a curve that sets everything straight. ”   ~ Anonymous

well, i guess that’s it for now. hope this will cheer u guys up like they did to me. more to come. =)  toodles~

p/s – thx love for the book. <3

While writing this, I was listening to "Love Drunk" by Boys Like Girls

straightforward.

straightforward.

lil,

U’RE TOO STRAIGHTFORWARD.

yeah, another smack in the face!

just the way i like it.

 

 

p/s – sorry, x pandai putar belit, nanti terbelit =P

 

While writing this, I was listening to "A Public Affair" by Jessica Simpson

 

special thanks to Mak Ngah (Aunty) and family.

special thanks to Mak Ngah (Aunty) and family.

i would like to express my greatest gratitude to Mak Ngah and family for taking care of me cuz i was ill for the past few days.

thanks for constantly check my temperature.

thanks for the wet towel. ;)

thanks for ur worried-ness =P

thanks for the delicious foods ;  pizza, kfc, nasi briyani.

and last but not least, thanks for the Milo (berkotak2 abesku minum =D)

thx Mak Ngah!

p/s – get well soon Kak Arin n si bulat, Zara Aliyah!

While writing this, I was listening to "Te Amo" by Rihanna