happy father’s day.

happy father’s day.

first of all, im not good at words. so i really cant make such dramatic sentence that can make people burst into tears, literally. but this is all from my heart n somehow i wish i can say this straight to ur face. but i still dun have enough courage to do that. so here goes nothing.

baba. u know since i was little, i always adore u. especially when u talk about ur work. how fascinating it was to be a facilitator cuz u look so cool doing it n alot of people know u. somehow makes u famous among ur colleague. n i really found that super awesome.

the other day when i looked back at baby pictures of me. to be honest, i cried. tears r running wild on my cheeks. to see such love that has been given so much to me since i was a baby. words just simply cant even describe wuts running on my mind that time. it was all mixed feelings of love, joy, fun, sadness and happiness of course.

yeah. u once said that we always look up to u as the source of money in the house. haha! well. thats partly true. cuz izzat, haikal n i dont know to appreciate wuts been given to us n seems that we go all around and smash things up. but that was then, when we were too little to notice how hard u’ve work to put food on the table. so i’m really sorry for that. =(

i know baba. we dun talk much. only the necessary one. but i wish i can talk more. u know. have such a deep conversation wif u. its gonna be awkward, obviously but somehow i am still waiting for that moment to happen. =)

ouh, i still remember. u did the family meeting back then. but such ignorant i was, i still remember how stubborn i was and try as hard as i can not to get involve in it. only now i realize how foolish i was cuz only this moment i think it as a way for u to reach to us. regret much? =(

but nevertheless. despite how stubborn, hard-headed, dont-want-to-listen-to-u i was, u still constantly bear wif me, wif ur kids. thank you baba! wait! a million of thank you cant really thank u enough actually, =(

n to that. i, Iklil Izzati binti Rahman Ahmad, ur eldest and one and only daughter would like to wish u, HAPPY FATHER”S DAY, dearest beloved baba. <3

i, we always love love love u from the bottom of our hearts. <3 =’)