RIP MJ.

RIP MJ.

Michael Joseph Jackson. The Legendary King of Pop died on the 25th of June 2009. the cause of his death is unknown. cuz until now theres too many speculation about his death. was it because of the prescribed drug? but he was sent to the hospital due to cardiac arrest. senang kate da Allah s.w.t sayang die. sebab tuh la kan? btw MJ is a Muslim people. =) his muslim name is Mikaeel.

i was among the earliest one to heard about his death. read about the news around 6.20am local time. *nieh gara2 tak boleh tido and ber-on9 24/7*. at first, i thought, this maybe just some hoax. just some cheap publicity or something cuz earlier i read at eonline.com that he was rushed to the hospital due to cardiac arrest. less than 1 hour later, the news shocked the whole world. dengar dari fly.fm and hitz.fm pasal the news. so mmg confirm la bende tuh btol. at that particular time, i still cant accept it. seriously. mcm x percaye sgt. in my head, btol ke ape yg aku dengar nieh? atau mimpi? atau my brain is playing tricks wif me cuz im lacking my beautiful sleep? and somehow mcm nak sgt percaye that MJ will wake up just like the girl dlm video Incubus – Anna Molly. *Astagfirullahala’zim*

maybe sebab x percaye lg n still dlm kebingungan (dan mengantuk), perasaan sedih x terlintas lg dlm hati. tp bile da start dengar hitz.fm, *haa! amek ko* aduhai hati ini bagai dirobek2. yeah. im being melodramatic right now. who cares. but that was truly wut i feel. time tuh dengar hitz.fm je cuz kat fly.fm die selang seli ngan lagu latest. haha! mood time tuh nak dengar lagu MJ je. x kesah la walaupown da diulang berjuta kali. so sambil dengar lagu2 yg sama diputarkan di radio, jari2 jemari yg gatal nieh masih lg nak surf everything about MJ walhal badan da x larat da nak tahan mengantuk. so mule la start bace pasal plastic surgery die, his conversion to Islam, his brother, Jermaine who also a Muslim influenced, motivated and support him to convert to Islam, his family and etc. bile bace bab Islam nieh, sayu pulak hati. Allah s.w.t da bukak pintu hati die. so as a Muslim, im so proud and honored to have such a high profile figure to share the same religion as i am.

tido around 9 i guess. then terbgn balek around 10.30 bile hati perasan si dia terabai begitu sahaje di msn. kesian~ bile die pown da syok tido. so i continued my beautiful sleep. the whole day dok pasang lagu MJ je. time paling x ley bla is when i listen to “You Are Not Alone” of course by super awesome MJ. without i realizing it, tears da bergelumang dlm mate, tinggal nak jatuh berlinangan je. haha. i wasnt quite sure i was crying for wut reason. hati sebak kowt pasal bende nieh. ouh MJ~

so since that, bile ngadap lappy je sure surf pasal MJ, dorang nak buat tribute la, etc etc. then bile ngadap tv pulak, asyik ngadap Channel V sebab tribute mmg 24/7. 2 hari x pandang cite laen woo. kengkadang tgk CNN and E! everything is all about MJ. haha! x tau la ape ke halnyer. x de mood nak tgk cite laen unless news pasal MJ je.

i admit, i wasnt his super huge big fan. x dengar pown lagu die setiap hari except for the past few days. its just that bile dengar lagu die, teringat zaman kecik2. zaman lagi mude dulu (cuz i am still mude okay!~) teringat baba dok pasang lagu MJ dlm kete. time tuh baba gune kete Civic Bullet aka Honda Mayat and siap letak lcd tv lagi dlm kete. and sound system lak mantap! pergh. mmg layan la. lagi2 lagu Smooth Criminal yg jerit sane jerit sini. haha. mmg sumpa layaaaan~ time tuh time primary school. sebab baba hantar me n my brother pegi sekolah pagi2. around 1990s gak la. cuz time tuh MJ pown tgh “meletup”! haha. babaku sungguh cool!

so, dipendekkan cite, technically i grew up wif MJ, baba siap beli compilation cd MJ and pasang tiap2 hari. hurm. pelikkan dulu asyik dengar ulang2 x bosan pown. kalo lagu sekarang, pusing2 je da start muak da nak dengar. i wonder y? *haha! dlm otak tersesat lak lagu Lemon Tree (i wonder how, i wonder why….)*

plus i was n still am really moved by his songs and lyrics. especially Earth Song. time kecik2 dulu suke tp sedey bile tgk video Earth Song. lagu x ya cakap la. mmg best. yg sedey is the part where all the elephants died. sedey wor. rasenyer penah tanyer my parents y all the elephants died dlm video tuh. then either mama or baba replied, sebab habitat die manusia da hancurkan. thats y la gajah2 tuh mati. haha! that time timbullah rase kesian sgt kat gajah2 tuh and since that day i vowed that i’ll never harm those magnificent creatures. (adoi, teringat lak bile tgk cite National Geographic time kecik2, si singa membaham si gajah, memang menyumpah habis la kat singa2 tuh. haha! kecik lagi la. so x tau how the world works. siap ckp dlm hati, bile aku da besar nanti, nak jd protector of animals in terms of binatang yg selalu menjadi mangsa like zebra, giraffe and elephant) okay. nieh da melalut jd bende laen da nieh.

so there you go, this is just a piece of me on MJ. im sure theres other million people who share the same feeling as i do. he was is a legend and he will always be.

ouh! ouh! dun get me started wif “The Man In The Mirror”. yes couldnt agree more! if u want the world to change. u need to change urself first! the msg is so crystal clear~ and lagu “ We Are The World” ouh hati sgt la kagum *im having goosebumbs as im writing this now* words just cant define wut i am feeling right now. MJ~!

haih. nak cite pasal MJ rasenyer mmg x de kesudahan la agaknyer. post nieh pown da agak panjang. aiyer. penat nak ingat n nak type. maybe i’ll save it for another day la kowt. =) huhu.

anyway, for those who still cant accept the truth, read this, taken from Afiq Deen's post - Jacko Wacko KO?

You know what?
He's not dead.
He is in outer space right now. The dead body is one of Michael Jackson's impersonators. He didn't bring along Janet though (because all Janet impersonators have penises and this will not fly with doctors who will be conducting her post mortem.)

The King of Pop left earth and became the intergalactical God of Pop.

(based on Scream Video by Janet and Michael Jackson)

 

August 29, 1958 – June 25, 2009

 

Love u MJ. May Allah be with you, always. <3

While writing this, I was listening to "Bad" by Michael Jackson